MenDAkk

2009-04-23T16:38:00.006+08:00

hafiz. aku nk bantai kau boleh?

AHAHAHAHAHAHAH

siakkkkkk aaaaahh
1 mnth lite duty -.-
basically, respect frm e seniors at e station is nt with me.
i mean. err..
they will surely think im faking this injury..

sbb, baru masok je, mcm gini.
F lah.

doc said my ligament near my ankle is probably torn.
& cant be sure abt hw bad is my wrist injury unless they do an MRI scan.
will know in abt.. a few weeks uh.

kne g physio therapy sume
waste time ah.
ARGH

bloody toot .
fate.
im destined to fail.

end.

&&
WOW
jz look at this

the url is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VYDM3MIzEHo&feature=topvideos
out.

2009-04-20T19:20:00.002+08:00

ahh.

lupe nk update. xD

so far mendak je pt station.
coz i gt light duty -_______- for 1 wk
dlm watchrm je.

Ariff dpt experience Road Traffic Accident and Residential Flat Fire all in a week!!
wen all i did was jz to despatch the appliances................
:@
mendak siol

abeh bnyk ckp aku keng.
=/

muke aku penipu kot?
hah
this thursday ade appointment with a specialist pt CGH, to check on my kaki yg bengkak ni.
e doc said it's ligament damage?

i jz hope i recover quickly and cn work agn.
as in. no more watchrm !!

outt.

2009-04-05T14:55:00.003+08:00

P.O.P. was ...ffuuuh

AWESOME feeling i tell ya.

sad in a way.
coz after e 3mnths of makin new frens,
we're parting agn..

some may still be together , bt mostly.. not.

sedih beb. l0l

i gt Sengkang Fire Station btw. wooohoooo~
Shahizuwan dpt AMK FS plk...
tk dpt bully de lgi.
=X

nyeahah

hmm
hmm
besok kne smpai CDA camp kul 7am siol !!!!!
kalo klua kul 5 pn cnfm lmbt.
cmne???
mampos akuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

out.

2009-03-29T18:40:00.002+08:00

4 more days to P.O.P. !!

and rehearsals are.. kinda boring.

found out my 2.4km timing.
it's 9.52 mins.................... ><
just SEVEN seconds to Gold timing !!!!
GAHH

=x

btw ,
im Extremely Sincerely SORRYYYYY to "makcik" xD
coz im a weak , WEAK person.
i cant even stay up late -__-"

..i try my best to do so ! bt .
it's jz nt good enough.
nt even good at all.

The number of times i've apologised bt still couldnt stay awake late most of e times?
Easy !
..it's e same as e number of stars in e sky.

, hmm
mcm gini pt station, tkle tido 24hrs, cnfm rabak.

i apologised TONS of times.
however , i dont deserve to be forgiven.

till then.

im out.

2009-03-15T14:35:00.002+08:00

Final IPPT ?

Silver..
Although im glad i got silver ,
i ALMOST got Gold !!!!!!!

AARGGGHHHH

sedih pe.

Shuttle Run - 9.6sec (was aiming for 8.9sec)
Pull-up - 10 (actually 8, tpi PTI kasi chance) lol
Standing Broad Jump - 240cm (Gold is 243cm -_-)
Sit-up - 40
2.4km - Less than a minute to Gold timingg!!!

GAHH

GERAM !
D;<

tkpe2 , bersyukur tk fail..
wahah

So.. im left with 3 wks.
2 wks of Fire Scenarios' and Last wk to prepare for P.O.P. !!

im kinda afraid i'll nt be up to standard.
im afraid i'll forget all the BTMs.
dang.

strrreessssss

out.
strrreessssss

2009-03-06T22:55:00.002+08:00

WOOO!!!

DAPAT SILVER FOR IPPT !!!!

at last , i did.
8 pull-ups !!!

for e final IPPT (nxt wk).. im aimin' for gold!
12 !!
tpi.. 2.4 kne dpt below 9:45 min.

berat tu.

argh.

sry , i've been missin' for quite some time.
..smpai mat sentol sound
LOL

been through a lot lately.
including e CA Chamber.

er.. seen Fear Factor?
ther's this episode where e people need t'go into a Gas Chamber and withstand e gas for sometime.

i was in their position 2 days ago .
we were in e G.C. & tear gas was released.
& we had to ans some qns.

susah nk breathe siOL
terbatok2 mcm org nk mati gitu.
HAHAAAA
mata pedih.
hingus, kahak sume klua drp hidung ngan mulot.

rabaks.

lepas tu, kne lari 50m angkat 20+kg hoses sambil pakai CA suit yg susah nk brnafas.
then, 100m angkat 100kg dummy.
then, angkat kwn using Fireman's Lift method.
then, jog 300m.

xS

nxt wk lgi rabak.
all e PRACTICAL TEST !!

BAPT , HAZMAT , etc.

!!!! RABAK !!!!

out.
l0l

2009-02-08T14:45:00.002+08:00

4th wk of trainin.
Slack.

bt, got to try e impulse gun !
kooooool
e sound once fired, sounds abit like a shotgun blast?
& e impact was.. wOhh

improved my IPPT
- Shuttle run 10.0sec (Gold)
- Standin Broad Jump 232cm (Silver)
- Sit-Up 50 (Gold)
- 2.4km ?? dunno e timin bt they told that i got a Silver
- Pull-Up................ still 4. -_-" (FAIL ! nt even a pass)

overall fail lor.

kns.
l0l

had several tests recently..
even a CPR and AED test. (yeah we gotta learn those too)
dunno if i passed them or nt.

some more things bt.
i hvnt studied yet.
Wahah

slmts!

out.

2009-01-17T15:56:00.002+08:00

tired, bt nt exhausted.

sums up e week.

I got into e FireFighter course
and
i didnt expect it to be THIS tough.

1st day was HELL, as expected.
i've conditioned with some of e trainin
bt some still are nt dealt with

doin push-ups are fine.
bt.
in e course,
they ask us to go down & hold that position, body & knees nt touching e ground
until they say "Up" & we have to put our butts up makin a V shape.

Holding that position is bloody tough.

it's only e 1st week
they say that its gonna get tougher every time... ><
e word ENDURE is easier said than done.

Bt, a speech by one of our superiors gave me e confidence & change my mindset abt e trainin.

He said
" If u feel like givin up, look ard u & u can see that the other trainees are goin through e same thing as u are.. & some of them who are weaker than u are nt givin up. So there's no reason for u to do so. "

(somethin like that) lol

that really boosted myself up.
coz i noe that there are some of them who are weaker than me (no offence)
bt they arent givin up at all.
i sincerely salute & respect them!

& am ashamed of myself whenever i feel like givin up.

im actually lookin forward to next week.
that's if im alr recoverd frm my flu.

i dowanna get an MC.

if it's light duty, at least i can still be there to watch e lessons.

if i dont get through this 3 mnths of HELL, and i have to re-course for another 3 mnths,
im ok with it.
coz , i'll be tougher & more than ready aft that !

Im nt sure abt e theory & practical tests, bt my concern nw is abt my IPPT (napha test)

Last time i could do ard 40+ situps with ease,
nw only 39.
Shuttle run frm 9.56 secs , to 10.2.

My 2.4km.... my stamina aint that good.

Pull-up, in FireFighter course, gettin a Bronze is still a Fail.
soo i have to do at least 8 pull ups!
currently only 4. -___-

gotta rest more & hope to be fully fit by monday.

i aint a quitter.
bt for those smokin , do QUIT ! ..smokin that is
HaHaH

out

2009-01-10T15:11:00.002+08:00

yea. im back.

The info abt 2 wks confinement isn't applied to SCDF.
soo , i'll jz have a 5 day trainin per wk.

HOWEVER.
if we're punished or sumthin,
we may go hme late or either have guard duty on Friday nights or weekends.

if we're nt causing trouble,
we could jz go hme (book out) on Friday's at 5pm.
But , if our bunks aint clean.
we have to stay longer than 5pm
depending hw dirty our bunks, toilets, corridors, staircases ..etc are.

Then, we have to book in back into camp b4 8pm on Sundays.
only ONE day to enjoy ._.

1st wk ?
it's basically jz orientation.
Nxt wk, HELL STARTS !
..bt compared to the CDA ,
my current camp is Heaven. l0l

coz there's where the Emergency Rescue Squad & Firefighters train.

i REALLY want to get chosen to be a Firefighter.
even though the trainin's tough
..we'll be pushed several times OVER our limits
..we may even hate e instructors at 1st,
bt what they are doing is for us to be extremely ready in a situatuon and to keep the people safe.

We need to be physically & mentally strong as we will be involved in e frontlines.
We'll probably get punished and shouted at ..even if e mistakes are microscopically minor. xD
as when in a situation , there Won't Be a 'next time'.
that's what e Lieutenant said to me.

it's for e better.

I may even regret getting to be chosen as a Firefighter aft a few days? ,
bt aft the trainin's over,
it's worth it right ?

Physically, i'll be ready for that.
bt Mentally... truthfully.. im nt so sure. =/
bt hey. if u wanna be at e top, u gotta earn it !
it's gonna be UNIMAGINABLY tough.

SO far, i got chosen to have an interview & got to know hw to carry a casualty.
didnt get to carry the hoses though.
bt e casualty part,
im nt sure if it's either that my hands are SHORT or i carried him wrongly.
(i couldnt hold e person's head properly)
bt i could carry him! ahahhs

we'll now if we'll get to be chosen to be a Firefighter on Monday.
if i'll be chosen,
im READY FOR IT !!
wooo! lol.

i think that's all.
till nxt wk bobs!

out.

2009-01-04T12:26:00.003+08:00

Two more days huh..

& on e 2nd, im off.
have to reach there at 8.30am
hope i'll nt be late.

im a person who's not punctual
At All.
if im early, that would jz be a once in a lifetime moment.
l0l

things to bring there,
im nt sure if im all set.
msged Shahizuwan (sry kalo slh spellin =x)
bt he didnt reply.
either he chnged his number or max gave me e wrong one.
hahhs

time's running out.
i wanna do something FUN
something..

At least.
nt jz stayin at hme ROTTING until e day comes.
ralucitrapnignihtemostsaeltaro

coz,
in camp.
i'll be TORTURED and PUNISHED in there !!

..sounds jz right

pray i'll come out of there ..ALIVE

ok.
dun mind me.
im jz.
nt myself.
lol.

But, at least i can bring my handphone along with me.
however, if my batt's flat, i cant charge it there.
-________________________-"

allright..
if im nt here tmrw,
then.

to all ,
Take Care!

out . literally.

2008-12-21T22:33:00.015+08:00

Abt 2 wks till NS.. :l
nt in e mood actually

ah,
had work today.
mati2 nk Rewang , tpi dpt kendarat plk.

BUT!
if i had rewang-ed. lol
cnfm stress .
tk caye tnye d0n

..his face says it all
LOL =x
coz,coz e ppl attended was ard 2000?
RABAK PE?

nasib dpt kendarat .
it was chaotic at ard 3+ i think
meja full ngn the used utensils.
FULL!!
smpai tkde space nk letak .
tmpt bawah pn full & in a BLOODY MESS.
=S

&. er.
i. was.. complimented?
HAHA

kekek ,

..a group of family members was lookin at me.
i mean. ALL of them.
l0l
& a mak cik, among them, was calling out to me .

I thought i did sumthin wrong,
and i was preparin to get a mouthful.

bt then

e aunty said,
"You look good.. Nanti nxt month ur face dlm magazine...."
LOL!!
i didnt hear what she said aft that.
noisy mahh

mayb she was mockin me in a way?
hahs

hmm
ape lgi eh?
ah!
ex-prim sch reunion [or.. renunion? ahh , i dun giv a shit . {abt e spellin}] on e 24th?
gotta remember nt to wake up late.
Aft, 7yrs of nt meetin some of 'em.. i may nt recognise their face kot?
haha .
bt , they hvnt told me if it's confirmed alr or nt.

that should b all?

im.kinda..dumbfounded.

out.

2008-12-11T22:10:00.004+08:00

made up my mind .

....

....

....

..am nt goin to e gym tmrw mornin
as tis sunday we'll have REWANG!

ALAS!
cn work ._.

been almost a mnth? (i think)
without work
-_____________-

nw , it's in Teban Garden.

anyone noe wher that's at?
i mean.. wher it's near?

&& , my new schedule for gym is..
15th, 22nd & 29th January.
jyeah.
hopefully.

den.. its.... NS!
-.-

to LUQMAN & MATIN,

EYH BRO'S!
sry uh aku tk jdi join korg tngk wayang bsk :l
kalo boleh,
aku nk join korg.
TPI..
aku dh janji ngn kwn aku yg bsk aku join de beli guitar uh...
lain kali amcm?

jgn mrajok2 uh. hah.
sry agn.

itsalmosteverySECONDthatiapologisetoanyone

elbuort'nisuacsyawlami

out.

2008-12-10T11:08:00.004+08:00

hm.

jz switched on e tv.
RTM 1.

the takbir..
calms souls ,
clears the mind .

..mine at least?

.even for jz awhile.

regrets&sufferin.
that's what im full of.
bt others.. are sufferin more.
that's why , i'm nt givin' in to e pain.

done.

2008-12-08T22:34:00.004+08:00

.

read e news lately?

Accidents happenin on e eve Hari Raya Haji
Landslides in K.L.
The Mumbai attack.
The protest in Thailand.

all in less than a mnth?

Even the weather is gettin more bad.
Heavy rains with STRONG gusts of wind.

..at least its nt scorchin hot.

and .
things.
arent goin well either.
just when i thought things could change.

sevilsenoyreveninrohtatsujmi

and , Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha to all Muslims.

out.

2008-11-16T13:35:00.002+08:00

so far dh BNYK org sound
bcoz i take a loooooooooooong time to update.

lol

sry to ya'll..
tngk mood uh.
kalo tk malas, i'll update.
hah

out.

2008-11-15T21:30:00.005+08:00

ARGH!!

work.
or not?

Don gave a suggestion..
to go to e gym along with Min every Wednesday.
bt ,
if i wanna go on with that plan,
i wouldnt be able to work until my body aches are gone.

bt i nd to save money for private poly aft NS.
mahal oii

i must make up my mind a.s.a.p.
so as to nt cre8 probs for Jo( my agent ).
so far .
it's more to gym then workin.
coz i wanna get a good posting during NS.

stress..

shit. :x
i didnt say that!

this baby did.. xD

yeah. she said " shit " at ard 0:30 ?
l0l !

im OUT

2008-11-11T22:31:00.007+08:00

Embarrassed myself THRICE today
-____________________________________________-

1stly ,
going to e bball crt to meet syafiq (or shafiq)
was late.
was in a hurry.
didnt have time to wax my hair.
wore a cap.
cycled REALLY Fast.

cap flew backwards.
-.-"

it fell in e middle of e road.
had to go back & take it.
cars whizzing past that time.
luckily i didnt get hit :X

my hair was like er..
well ,
jz imagine a bowl's put on ur head & the excess hair is cut off.
yeah.
pathetic.
a bowl shaped hairstyle -.-

FrEaKiNg PiSsEd

at myself.

2ndly ,
aft meeting syafiq.
was going to e shop to buy some food n drinks.
otw there,
nearly fell off my bike.
dunno what was wrong.

3rdly ,
aft a BORING game of soccer,
wanted to pump my bike's tyres.
otw to e bike shop ,
was cycling uncontrollably fast.
idk why i cant control my strength anymore.
turned & nearly fell agn.
the light reflecters on e left pedal flew away..
as they hit e ground actin as an emergency break. lol

at least i didnt fall.
bt still.
embarrassed myself in public with TONS of ppl watchin.
THRICE!

T-H-R-I-C-E
yes.. THRICE!

Syafiq told me that mayb it was becoz i was tired.
bt.
i only worked on sunday?
& that wasnt even strenuous.

mayb its somethin else..
=/

anw he told me he was v tired aft work one day.
& couldnt even hold a glass of water.

- Scenario -
went back hme aft work.
was pourin a glass of water.
then suddenly,
lost grip & e glass fell.

then ,
asked his mother to pour it for him.
when his mother wanted to give him e glass,
he, somehw, lost his grip agn.
lOl

smakin tuer kn kte sume.
hah

btw.
gt my enlistment.
im going to SCDF.. -.-
gr8.
bnyk matrep.

cnfm kne bully...........
xS

im OUT

2008-10-27T09:33:00.000+08:00

Gotta remember.

tmrw's e med checkup!
at 8.
argh

2008-10-15T11:52:00.005+08:00

: BOREDOME :

as usual , lol

Did 200 sit-ups.
not enough.
nidda do at least 500 per exercise.
350 at least.

Jz gt my NS letter.
Medical Checkup on 28th October
at..
8am !!!!
0800 hrs !!!
BLODDIE HELL !!

last time i usually wake up at 5 or 6.
nw,
its 10.
and sometimes, i go back to sleep.
coz ther's nothin' to do.

btw, in e letter i received,
it states.
" You have been scheduled for enlistment on 06/01/2009
for your full-time National Service (NSF) "

i'm nt sure if 06/01/2009 means 6th of January or 1st of June.
wanna call e ..CMPB? ltr.

nw,
i cant think clearly.
im all misty inside.
ifeellikefainting

one by one.
bullets were shot at me.
i cant take no more.

but i must, must hold on.
it's for the better. ihope.
InsyaAllah.
& i'll fight through it. just to stay alive.
HasbiAllah.

im.. out.

2008-10-08T15:41:00.003+08:00

Yo

so,
went cycling yestrdae.
not yet with Max & Don.
bt with Matin & Luqman.

1st time i went cycling for a LONG distance.
for me it's long.
25km , that's wad Luqman's err.. device? said.
(i forgot wad it's called)

went frm Tamp to East Coast.
kinda took e longer way.

we went through Bedok
TONS of hills.
through parks,
across bridges,
up & down.
& when we came up on e next map,
found out we could jz cut through Kembangan.
which is almost a straight route -.- & faster.

At East Coast ,

ate at Mac.
yeah. rindu mkn pt sane.
lol

then ,,
..Matin with his antiques..
LOL
there was one American? lady cycling towards us
& Matin, FAKED his fall
so that he could check her out.
The way he fell was obviously Fake .
xD

i think Luqman said [while laughing], "Aku tk kenal dier(Matin).."
l0l
& Matin also kinda pissed a couple
coz he gave them a scare?
hahah
tkde keje

Along e way back,
took e route frm Kembangan.
*CRAMPS* ><
coz e way frm Kembangan MRT to Bedok MRT
was uphill for a LOOONG stretch

this way was almost 2 times faster than e way we took to E.C.
reached hme in time to solat maghrib.

______________________________________________

maybeimmakingitworse ):

imOUT

2008-10-06T09:36:00.004+08:00

!! Selamat Hari Raya ye Semua !!

Kalo Jason Mraz nyanyi,
de akn nyanyi mcm gini..

..mintak Maap Zee Bap Du Wap
hahaa
aku sentiase mrepek.

anw,
adelah beberapa perkara yg baik trjadi.. :]
tetapi ! *Jeng3 !* lol

pada waktu pagi of 2nd day of raya,
i dreamt something..... really . bad.
shall not elaborate it.
dun wanna think abt it.

eyh?
trtukar language plk? xD

btw,
things abt.. only some noe what.. =x
have become better?
or.. even forgotten?
i hope so .
bt if it hasnt,
InsyaAllah it will , in time.

anw, hope to jln raye with e peeps soon!
last year tk jdi join sbb nga attachment -.-

________________

thinkin of working during raya.
or at least e 4th week.
see how.

umm..
nta ape lgi nk type. lol

ah!
jz to make this post longer.. xD
here's a poem frm Suhendi & a poem i sent to him.

- Suhendi's Raya Poem -

Ini pantun untuk abang2 PES A...haha
Hajat Ke Pekan Membeli Roti,
Tapi sayangnya terbeli Chapati,
Kini Tibanya Hari Yang Dinanti,
Suhendi Minta Maaf Setulus Hati...ceh haha

&
- My Poem -

Chapati Rasanya Enak Sekali,
Sekali Aje.. Bkn Duer Kali!
Aku Tidak Terpikir Apa Hendakku Mengatai,
Hanyalah, SELAMAT HARI RAYA Suhendi !

lol

that's all for now..
like Rauf always sae ,
Cya when i Cya !

im OUT

2008-09-27T11:35:00.005+08:00

4 more days till Raya.

1st Raya without my Grandfather.
:l
4th without my Grandmother (on my mother's side)
not feeling like celebrating anw..

things are'nt looking good.
a month's passed since i've silenced myself.
letting her kool down.
im nt sure if i should act nw..

truthfully,
i can't take another day.
=/

..& i would like to sincerely thank Rauf,
for helping me about this situation.
...made me think clearly
thx bob! \m/
_____________________________________

well,
a few days ago,
went cycling with d0n & halq.
otw back to tamp,
i kinda lost control of my bike agn
(it was a sharp turn)
(well.. i had to avoid a motorcycle. that's wad made me lose control)
-____-"

almost crashed into a tree
..or rather, ,i did?
xD

behind me,
TONS of teenagers at a bustop.
cnfm deorg ketawer rabaks.
kes mat2 nan minah2 pt sane..
malu siot!

argh
im becoming more pathetic each day.
hah
_____________________________________

quote frm max's blog..
nie kes bastero , l0l

kak nora: moo! i loss 8 kilos!
moo: for real? wah can see you look slimmer alr!
kak nora: no lah. merepek jerr.
moo: tau takper.

im OUT

2008-09-09T22:40:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum..

so
life's.... been better =l

however,
got a mountain bike from Rauf ystrdae.
yeah. now cn save on my bus and mrt fare.

he gave it to me FOR FREE coz.. well..
his friend gave it to him for free too.
coz their NEW bikes are way expensive than e bike i got.
*rich ppl*
lol

Thx Agn Bob !

bought a lock for e bike.
otw to Don's hse,
kinda embarrassed myself at a road junction.. ><
sort of lost my balance sumhw & almost fell.
yeah im pathetic.

im sure ppl in their vehicles & e bus were laughing at me.
...i was, xD
kekek siak
lol

im out

2008-09-03T18:46:00.004+08:00

-- 3rd Day of Fasting --

yeah , day three.
about to break fast here..
*even though im nt fastin for e 2nd day*
=X

im sick lerr
T.T
have a bloody sore throat
it hurts >.<
well.. at least my fever's gone.

since i've been terawih-ing (lol) near luqman's hse,
[luqman's dad's e organiser] ,
..i can lepak with Rauf (bella thought he's my bro?) xD

been kinda close frens since prim sch.
telling sarcastic jokes non-stop
l0l

& yesterdae he told me he was taking part in a 42km Marathon..
i went.. *.*
"Serious pe???"
hahahaa
he ran abt 15km before.. bt 42??
i kept saying, "FORTY-TWO.................................."
LOL

tried his new bike for a while
miss cycling. wanna buy a bike..
been a while since i've cycled
well.... i think maybe even a few years?

had to becareful though..
it costs $700 !!
its kinda too high for me,
or mayb bcoz im short . lol

ok, well
that's all for now.
cant be late for terawih.
nnt tkde space plk like two daes ago..

i cant stop thinkin about it..
is it what i did, or... what i didnt do?
i dont know what i should do.. =l

im OUT

2008-08-30T16:57:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum semua..

Syarahan hari ini adalah tentang...
er,,
nta.
aku pn tk tau.
ha ha haa

*crap*

i wanna sincerely thank Don and his fiance
=x
, i mean matae (Nisa) .. hahah ,
and others too.. (too many to name)
for helpin me . about e appeal for TP.

sadly.. seriously sadly..
i went there
& on e spot
ckp tkle jgk.

sry Nisa for wasting ur printer's ink to help me print my letter.
(last minute printer aku tkde ink -.-)
& sry Don for making u waste ur time following me to TP.
i wasted their's and everyone's else's(if there such a word) lives due to it.

dreams and goals shattered

worries piling up.
even abt...... =/

im 99% sure i saw her yesterdae
=S

im out

2008-08-27T11:37:00.003+08:00

the weather's nt makin my life better.

heck . do i deserve a better life?
mayb its e punishment for e mistakes i made.
or im jz cursed.
or even i cursed myself
..sort of..
bt, it may be for e better for others.

as long as for those who i care alot ,,
are happy and safe.

sumthin happened recently..

jz thinkin abt it..
i cant really do anythin.
cant think abt anything else.
makes it tough for me to type it..
cant move my fingers.
its too.. difficult to say

---------------------------------------------------

jz got e result from TP abt e oct intake.
unsuccessful agn T_T

Somehow im shocked.
although it was obvious.

abt NYP?
even when i called e admin ofc,
they sae they're nt sure abt it.
1 mnths time's e intake.
& still nt sure when i can apply for it?

thx for makin it worse.

wanna send an appeal letter to TP
must make it fast
bt ,
all e documents are in a drawer below
where only my dad has e key
._.

hope to send it tmrw without fail.

truthfully ,
i KNOW i'll jz be wasting my time.
bt heck.
who noes?
i could finally get lucky for once.

out.

2008-08-22T21:58:00.002+08:00

hmm.. =/

soo,
on thursdae ,
went to TKC with don n min. \m/
*lamer tk klua nan deolang*

don wanted to buy a new acoustic guitar..
tpi tk jdi.
soo we both jz bought new guitar strings lorh..
& he bought a guitar bag.
FINALLY he has one =P

lepaked skjp..
in bus otw back to tamp pn considered lepak ah.
l0l
ltr, min had to meet up with his frens..

den, went to ma hse t'fix e strings!
YessA!!
FINALLY ade 1st string
xD

found out my guitar has a missing...... thingy? lol
must fix soon
or else ,
my guitar would be a long lost memory

--------------------------------------------------

situation seems worse
feels worse.

--------------------------------------------------

nw todae..
it rained for almost e whole of e aftnoon.
soccer cncled.
nvm,
nt in e mood anw.
nt even to do anythin actually... =S

bt lepaked .. standard ..
played a prank on nazar
xDDD
all e way...
e rest of us laughed
LOL
kekek.com!
serious. hahahaaaa
kekek.
kekek
lol
im OUT

2008-08-21T12:07:00.003+08:00

. im lost .

..wantin' to help bt useless at it..
..wantin' to be ther bt jz cant seem to be..
..wantin' to do sumthin abt it bt will jz make it worse..

mayb im nt meant to help
mayb im jz puttin' salt to e wound ,
rather than curing e pain.

im nt sure wad to do..
afraid that if i intefere ,
i would accidentally lose that person..

.....or mayb im jz thinkin too much?

2008-08-18T22:33:00.002+08:00

HOI !

soo
jogged last sundae.
bsok pn nk jog
LoL

bdn maseh saket2 nk jog?
-_-"

hope bsok tk dpt cramps kepe sudh ehh

its mendak sbb tk bnyk org joen.
laen sume either malas or nga sch
=/

nvm
wanna jog to...
think clearer?

im OUT

2008-08-13T17:12:00.001+08:00

MENdAK

standard..

im a boring person
indeed .

tmrw
wanna jog.
MUST jog.
long time nvr jog.

jog jog jog
MUST WAKE UP EArLY!!
AHHH!!

im OUT

2008-08-07T12:58:00.002+08:00

im...........
DONE!
l0l

messy no more

ok.

so ,
puase nk dkt sampai..
less than 1 mnth.
kalo nk makan bnyk2 ,
nw is e time
lol

work's fine.
met new ppl

thinkin whether i shud werk in september?
hmm

if ther's no werk,
im nt sure wad to do during e fastin mnth.
d0n's finishin his attachment nxt wk.
soo..
more ppl to lepak with
woohooo!

for nw.

im OUT

2008-07-30T18:16:00.002+08:00

OOOOkaaeee......

messy hah?
no nd to tell me
i suck at it

anw ,
for e meantime,
try tis game out.

Are You Dumb Flash game

im OUT

2008-07-16T12:57:00.004+08:00

!! WATCH THIS !! !! WATCH THIS !!

seriously.. watch it.
(nazar said he almost cried..)
kental kepe??
XD

especially liza,
watch this !
she sings better than sylvia & siol together !
=x
i mean sion <=D hah

Britain's Got Talent - Audition (Connie Talbot, 6yrs)

cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute kan? lol

&& tis one..

BGT - Semi Finals (Connie Talbot, 6yrs)
*her own rendition of the song Ben*

kecik2 dh ble uat rendition sendiri ehk.. l0l
sadly...
she didnt won BGT..
bt she has a bright future.
unlike mine.. all dull & misty , lol

im out.

2008-07-10T12:33:00.003+08:00

ok...

saw some movies lately ,
Hancock was okay..
Will Smith as e lead actor ?
of coz it's funny & kool

bt Wanted...
was....
!! AWESOME !!
realli
freakin' AWESOME !
l0l

: Quote :
"What the f*** have you done lately ?.. "

2008-06-30T19:45:00.002+08:00

Hey there,

This is News Blog Tonight ,
I'm ToM kental here with e latest news on Euro 2008
.................................!!! SPAIN WON !!!.................................
Germany 0-1 Spain
Fernando Torres scored e only goal after a pulsating match.
yadayadayada~

heurgh..
even wf a job,
im still B-O-R-E-D !!
ARGH !
i wanna job in Info Tech !!! =/

2008-06-23T12:05:00.005+08:00

!! EURO 2008 !!

since kick-off,
this competition has been unexpecting.

I truthfully support The Netherlands or Holland.
Strong team.
i have other favourites in the competition,
-Spain
-Czech Republic
-France
-Portugal
-and a lil bit of Italy

However,
one by one my favourites crashed out of e tournament
(it seems that whoever i support would lose)
-____________________________-"
talk about bad luck huh?

1stly
the Czechs were thrown out by Turkey
it was e final group match..
in a point of time,
the Czechs were leadin 2-0 !!
bt somehw ,
the Turks scored 3 goals in e last 15 mins !
and they eventually won 3-2
*.*

could have cried once e final whistle was blown..
LoL

next, France.
it was also their final grp match.
beaten by arch-rivals Italy 2-0
unlucky they are..

next Portugal ! (in the quarterfinals)
unexpectedly lost 3-2 to e germans !
i sae this as..
Germany was nt at all convincing in their grp stages..
they lost to Croatia 2-1
& narrowly won 1-0 against Austria
bt was commanding against Portugal

SEDIH SIAK !! lol

sedih times 2 kan..
Holland lost to Russia !! (in the quarterfinals)
3-1 !!
argh
last minute Russia scored 2 goals.
-_____-

next, Italy.. (in the quarterfinals)
this morning.
lost to Spain 4-2 in penalties
aft a goalless draw aft normal & extra-time
well..
at least Spain gt through to e semi-finals..
Iker Casillas was superb.
saving 2 penalties.
Buffon only managing to save one.

oh well
we'll see who will triumph on e 29th of june.
SPAIN /m/ !!

2008-06-17T10:04:00.002+08:00

!! BACK !!

hmm..
my fam's in malacca currently
bt im at hme
doing what i do best

..NothinG..
=D

its jz damn blo0die BORING wen im nt doin anythin.
with my internet connection causing probs MOST of e times
-__________________________-
grr,

anw,
WELCOME BACK
for those who went overseas & went bck here safely
^-^

well since i hv NTH better 2 do,

i saw this in my fren's blog..
its kinda evil . mind you .

here's wad my fren's fren said..

- Idris says: ..or sometimes indians ask me eh what race are you
- Idris says: black. like you.
- Idris says: their face = priceless

HAHAH ... =X
EVIL !! lols,

& ther's one more saying that is related to my fren's driving practices,
for his car license
..tis one's kinda ko0l?
l0l

here's wad his fren said to him.
"luqman's stalling + a traffic jam = incredible math"
ahaha..

kinda BORED as u noe..
so0 i'll kinda laugh even if its nt funny?
XD

..i'm out..

2008-06-09T14:19:00.003+08:00

WOI !
=P

Working tmrw & wednesdae !!

Hope its fun..
?
lol

& i hope my feet.. YES FEET !,
wud nt b a problem for tmrw n weds.

i kinda twisted my left ankle while playing soccer,
i cn hardly walk.
its Blo0dyy PAINFUL !!
&&
my injury on my right leg CAME BACK!!
ARGHHHH !

for those who dunno abt my right leg,
i injured it
umm ..2 yrs ago i think?

same thing,
i was playing soccer,
i tried 2 do a sliding tackle to get e ball,
in e process,
i kinda twisted & sprained my right ankle

it doesnt sound painful unless i show u hw it was twisted
><
a LOUD crack was heard as i twisted it,
my fren who was METRES away heard it too
& my kaki nye bengkak kes mcm allergic reaction gitu
bt its nt fractured...................
i think :x
&& , i still do feel e ache in it
since 2 yrs ago!!

its nt onli e ankle,
i feel my muscle aching on e side of my shin
i think it kinda bend-ed (LoL) a lil wen i slided.

nw imagine .
both foot are injured .
i walk as if i had jz learned hw to..
LoL !

i hope i dun have 2 carry heavy stuff tmrw
unless my feet are alr fine
=/

Ciaos /m/ !
hahs

2008-05-27T17:50:00.005+08:00

Woohoo~
thx kinah fer tellin me hw 2 put vids on e blog
lols
aku mmg kental arh
haha

soo ,
these are e vids that i wanted 2 post..

Smooth - Carlos Santana ft. Rob Thomas

Maria Maria - Carlos Santana ft. Wyclef Jean

These are the songs that i've gotta learn,
..the lead guitar parts that is
bt its more difficult fer me as i oni have an acoustic guitar
-__________________________________-"
bt nvm ,
i like challenges.
hahs

\m/ on !!

2008-05-26T13:41:00.003+08:00

Grr!

Intrnet givin probs agn
-____________________________________-
bullsheep

soo,
since khai n geng are havin e hols,
im wonderin if we could have a match wf my old fren's team?
reBorn of Nova FC !!
lols

2dae may plae soccer agn.
despite my achin back.
bt ,
its better than jz rottin' at hme rite?

wanted 2 plae pool,
bt min nk dudok uma jek..
ler

btw ,
i dunno hw 2 post a youtube vid here liao!!
sumone help! plsss..

Im Hopeless

2008-05-23T22:53:00.005+08:00

Dream Cars \m/ !

Audi R8

Mazda RX8

Nissan GT-R

Yeah , My future cars.. LoL

*nt finished updatin , bpk dh sound kne off comp -_-"*

2008-05-12T10:37:00.002+08:00

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~ !

****
i said Food!
xD

Sadly ManU won e EPL title
-.-

Match Fixing Oii !!
i tink e ref was bribed.
seriously ,
he made good decisions throughout e match
but ,
he didnt gave Scholes a 2nd yellow card
wich he deserved.

blo0die hell laaaaa

okok i promised An..
i'll do e ManU dance ltr
LoL

soo
recently found out that my abg sedare pn blum dpt NS letter..
weird

&& recently ,
almost had a concussion
wen i fell durin a game of soccer
My head was oni millimetres away
frm e sharp edge of a wooden bench?

*had a glimpse of e future*
HAHAH

Grad Ceremony is tmrw..
aft all e commotion of buyin e clothes fer it ,
im nt going
=X
my classmates all backed out last minute
-_______________________-"

nvm2 ,
e clothes can be use fer future purposes
...i hope

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2008-05-03T13:54:00.003+08:00

AAARRGHHH!!!

frens jz gt their letters frm NS !

Aaaahhh !!..
seram siot!
haha

if i go into army ,
masok July..
kalo Police ,
October..
kalo Cd ,
tak sure.. xD

kool
jz made a rhyme

____________________________

BTT nxt Wednesdae !!
lum blaja.. =x

&&
just received my grad letter..
grad dae at macpherson ite ?!

kemalasan triumphs
lols
kne pakai formal plk tu..
grr

bt fer e meantime ,
NK KEJE PART-TIME !!
arGh~

in need of a job!

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2008-04-28T18:53:00.005+08:00

Woohoo~ !

jogged wf Hermit e crab..
eh sala ,
Hermi :X

den werkout..
went hme ?
werkout agn
xD

body achin !
-arms
-legs
-WHOLE BODY !!

ard 4 plus?
DJ Nico called.
soccer !

sumhw ,
i have e energy 2 play
lol

made 2 new frens
kool
1 frm pasir ris,
e other frm macpherson?
\m/

sumhw..
although achin ,
i was on-form !
koooooooool

note to self :
jog b4 playin soccer

lol

Arip aka Kambeng
Syam aka Dawg

bAtTle of e An!malS ?
xD

as usual ,
we tried 2 diss each other
with a quote of e dae

i sincerely told him
"You Piece Of SHEEP !"
HAHAA

get it , get it ?
coz, coz he's a sheep
&..
k . nvm .
lols

nxt wk ,
may train wf DJ Nico
i hope soo..
i wanna learn new exercises

GOTTA BUY DUMBELLS !!

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2008-04-26T22:55:00.002+08:00

Jz watched Chelsea vs ManUnited

guess who won?
u dunno ?!?!

CHELSEA LA DEYY !
ahahaahaa

won 2-1
=D
chelsea dominated e match

although carvalho gave away a simple goal to united..
bt hey..
we gotta gv them face rite?
=P

if nt ,
cnfm clean sheet frm Petr Cech

haizz

Lizaa, Liza
kn dh ckp..
support Chelsea FC !

degil kan!
XP

si an pn..
tk caye manu cnfm kala nan chelsea ,
kn dh kne uat e Chelsea dance!

Chelsea supporters SCREAMM~ !!
wooohoooooo ~ \m/

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2008-04-22T16:21:00.002+08:00

BORED !

..agn -.-

hmm
19 years passed
19 years wasted?

depends on wad e future holds..

& in my current situation ,
it seems that i dun have one
.nt a good one at least.

I may think abt whether i should act on sumthin b4 doing it..
I may have tried to stop myself b4 doing any useless things..

in e end.

it doesn't even matterrrr ~
i tried soo hard !
and got so far ~
in e en.. er-hem..

sry.

I should practice wad i preach.
nt givin way to my stupidity.

i may be patient
sumtimes
yet on other occasions ,
im jz a MoRoNiC jerk !

Soo
in this time
that im jz lazing ard
& finishin precious rice..

I wud like to apologise ,
fer EVERYTHING that i've done in e past.
Anytime that i may have had hurt Anyone.

(my english gettin worse?) XD

i noe sorry's nt gd enough.

for wadever wrongdoing's that i've done ,
i deserve e punishment

& for those who i
, may ,
have nt hurt..

I pray that i wont.
Insya'Allah..

till then.

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2008-04-16T12:31:00.002+08:00

Woohooooooooo~

jz did sumtin that i hadnt in mnths..

JOG !!
haha

den , pull-up..

Reached hme..
Aroma of Spaghetti surround my hse.
lol

den2
heard2
David Cook frm American Idol..

\m/ oii
sedaps siok sualer de..

Kakakaka

many may wish to have his voice
while i..
jz wish that i can sing
XD

&& Lizaa..
EXAM tu nk dkt.
jgn korek idong pt uma je
kekeke

dun slack2
dats my job =D

All e best fer yr exams (:
&& those who have MAJOR PROJECT 4 poly,
same thing aites.

\m/

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2008-04-10T22:49:00.004+08:00

Browsed my fren's blog.

Saw his previous post.

FUNNY! bt have 2 werds that is sumwat categorized as foul language.
soO ,
those who dun even listen 2 foul languages ,
i suggest dun read tis post. =D

This is wad he wrote
___________________________________________________
To those who're sensitive to harsh languages:
I don't care.
But I do apologize for the words being used.
But I still don't care.

Credits goes to Matin for telling me this =D

Prisoners joke:
Mas Selamat, Osama, and Saddam were in the same prison.
Fortunately for Mas Selamat, he knew how to escape from the prison.
There's this special stone where you touch and mention the 'thing'
you want to turn into.
Mas Selamat knew about it.
He already had everything planned...
~~~~

Prisoners were given break time
(the time where they can do the activities they want to do)
So Mas Selamat went to the stone.
Mentioned 'Bird'.
Touched it.
He turned into a bird, and flew away.

Osama and Saddam saw him and instantly knew what to do next.

Osama went to the stone.
Said 'Snake'
Touched it.
He turned into a snake and slithered away.

Unfortunately, the guards saw that incident.

Saddam.
He glanced at the guards.
The guards eyes were on him.
Not daring to blink.
Saddam ran as hard as he could towards the stone.
The guards shouted 'Stop' but he kept on running.
He was shot at the leg.
He fell,shouted 'Nabeh Cheebye',
and touched the stone by accident.......

~~~The End~~~

___________________________________________________

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2008-04-09T19:47:00.003+08:00

Life with no sch & no werk (currently) is soO
blo0dy
arGh-y
B0RinG!!

*.*

MUST FIND JOB!
MUST..
.. wait,

...wad else is there that i gotta do??

seriously ,
i think that im forgettin sumthin VERY IMPORTANT!
yet ,
its still a blur.

Allah..

there's october intake for TP && NYP?
SP tkde -.-

bt even if i wanna get into e october intake ,
e onli courses in TP is
.. Intelligent Building Technology , Electronics
& ... i 4gt e last one XD

BT THERE'S N0 Information Technologyyy !!
ARGHH ! !

mane ade FAIR ?!?!
hahaha
usualli ITE graduates suppose to apply for the october intake ,
bt 4 my batch ,

n0 such thing.

if nt , i could have had better chances gettin in
haiz
Takdir kann..

juz have to accept it.

juz have to do better next tyme

IBT & Electronics are my onli choices if i wanna go into e october intake.
or ,
mayb aft NS?
=/

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2008-04-04T14:58:00.002+08:00

):
It was obvious..

Yet , im still disappointed..

Tis is wen i wish i have Hiro Nakamura's ability

Yea. i didnt get into poly.
Aft NS..?

most probably malas nk g sch alek.

buut..
a close fren/rival reminded me

..wf oni a HNitec cert,
i could oni do so lil..

i mean,
if i have a Diploma,
i could find jobs more easier..
and even better jobs?

soO,
aft NS,
POLYTECHNIC'S!
BE READY!!
...c0z SYAM IS COMIN 2 TOWN!

wakakaka

thx bro..
you \m/ !
even though u support Liverpool FC
XD

once agn,
LIFE'S JUZ GONE..

worse
=

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2008-04-03T22:36:00.002+08:00

Oouk..

Still dunno my exam results

Coz my ite accnt sumtin wrong?
-.-

Helpdesk suppose 2 mail me 2dae so that i cn noe wen i would be able 2 check my results,
bt so far,
SENYAP JE! -_-"

tambah stress je..
bloOdie HeLL laaaa!
arGh

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2008-04-01T17:00:00.001+08:00

Evridae gettin more MEndaKerr
(tu psl blog uh)

XD

Nie smua Liza nye fault uh,
appear off9 je,
dh smbng je,
=P je!

heheh

Last fri went to city hall,
jln2 uh,
cermin beli slua.. ikot je.
den, bile nk alek.... XDD

KEKEK!

dh la lmbt nk g maen bola.
naek sala train pn tk prasan.
WAkakakaKakaKkaka

Suppose 2 take train that's headin 4 Pasir Ris,
while waitin 4 e train,
i looked up.. at e signboard..
it says '--> to Boon Lay'

i thought 4 a while..
"eh..? feels like sumthin's wrong.."
den e train came, and e rest naek e train..
soO.. i oso went in uh

coNfidente btOl

aft 4 stops,
hermi tnye , "eh skrg ktne nie?"
nazar , "Aljunied"
aku , "Ye ke?.. bt we're still undrground tauu?"
nazar , "HUH?! eh, skrg kte pt station mane??"

i tried 2 get a look at e board outside..
..OUTRAM STATION!!!
XDD

smua ckp , "EH KTE NAEK SALA TRAIN LAAA!!!"
AHhAhAHaHAHhahaaaahaaaaaa~

kentalanz
nasib kte tk dudok..
cnfm lepas smpai boon lay ru sedar
XD

KekeK oii XD
ketawer ALL e wae till we reached tamp.

LoL

Smlm plk..
ade org nie prank call mlm2
heheh

ape lgi,, prank call alek uh..
lols
aft... 9 tymes?
ru stop. XD

tknk kala plk tu
X)

!!
ALAMAK!
RU INGT!
SOK EXAM RESULTS!!
AAAAAAAAAARRGHHHH!

lusa POLY RESULTS!!
*.*

*prayinn*

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2008-03-26T21:52:00.002+08:00

BAck frm Kamp0ng.

sadder actualli, even though im missin peeps here in sg.

otw there,
heavy rain.
FLOOD!
Abg sedare "Yeah! Kte mcm naek boat plk.."

LoL

had to take another route.

wen reached kampong,
felt a warm feelin.

missed kampong
missed arwah atok.

Helped nenek, clean up there..
*Hungry*
Stayed there instead of followin abg sedare go buy stuff.
nk jage nenek ler..

Aft solat maghrib,
went to buy dinner nearby,
tunggu lamer oii

den, wen food came,
e daughter of e stall/house owner seemed like sumone i noe!
apearance de seakan2,
tpi 30% same je

WAhaHAa

reminds me of that sumone.
haiz :X

reached bck sg at 11am?

Jz nw, watched Singapore vs Lebanon.

Final score, Sg 2 Leb 0
kool
2nd half could have scored abt 3 more goals?

fun ah,
wished i was on e pitch playin alongside indra shahdan and crew.
okok.. one last thing,,

LIZA! NAPE DH LAMER TK ON9?!?!
>=(
hahhaaha

..T0m over n 0ut..

2008-03-24T22:04:00.003+08:00

Tmrw Goin Back KAMPONG!!

Had a tough decision though. XD
Asked for opinion..

Wen nenek called jz nw, i said no.
Bt felt sedih uh.. sbb kesiankn nenek nan rindu arwah atok.
Soo.. called back & told dat im comin along.

Till tis wednesdae oni.. soo dun msg me unless inportant aites!

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2008-03-20T11:37:00.005+08:00

LAPTOP REPAIRED!!

YESsAA!!

..bt nw nd 2 install evrytin back -.-
KaNin0i la

currently still searchin 4 a part-time job.
mainly i wanna repair computers.

asked 4 my frens help.. bt so far.. none replied.
ARGH!
tkpe2 deorg bz kot?

or my hp sot?
sumtymes wen i send msgs, peeps seem 2 nt receive 'em

-_-"

haizz.. results soon.
2nd or 3rd April?
*Prayin Hard*

hope i go to poly 1st b4 NS..

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2008-03-06T14:56:00.002+08:00

guess wad.

FINISH SCH!!!

FREEDOM!!
bt at hme mendak. -.-"

soo, recently went to an old folks hme near yio chu kang.
TompAng my fren's bike.
1st tyme pillion rider.

1st tyme on motorcycle.
1st tyme nearly fell. :X
cuz wen turnin, i kinda moved.
XD

bengap.

den, yesterdae night suppose 2 hv gatherin.
den belle 4gt to ask the others. -_-"
soo.. oni e ones dat organised knew..
or mayb some others too.

bt, since i didnt wanna go back to sch to send my project 2dae,,
i stayed at sch yesterdae till ard 6.30pm

smpai demam.

den tk jdi g gatherin. %!^$%^!@ laa.
tkpe2
takdir kn..
hahs

poly results on april 4th!
till then,, i dunno wad to do.
nt even enough tyme to werk.
so..

mendakness at hme.

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2008-02-23T19:14:00.003+08:00

ONE MORE WEEK TILL FYP DATELINE!!!

n im still stuck at e hmepage. -_-"

FOCUS TOM!!
><

*poof!*

hw did i get here??
xD

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2008-02-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

1st things 1st.

OI Don! G update la. xD

Soo, BTT TMRW!!!
Scared, yet confident.
Tmrw oso nd 2 record our project vid.

*cnfm klakar rabak!*

kk gtg blaja 4 BTT!
InsyaAllah esok pass my test eh.

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2008-01-27T22:37:00.000+08:00

x)))

Still dizzy....
HAhahAhaHahahahAHAHHAHhhahahaha

bt still..
x))

glad everything's alryte nw.

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2008-01-19T21:24:00.000+08:00

Achooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

Sry2, berabok jgk eh blog nie. -_-"

So currently,
Hv 2 do a flash portfolio.
by end of Feb.

Thinkin of chngin my BTT date.
,, What d'you think?,,

ahh nvm2.
i've caused too much trouble in people's lives huh.

jz 4get it.
4get wat i did.
4get wat i hv said.
jz 4get me!
i did.

im sick n tired of being...
(jz like Eminem says it in his song)
Main source of e Pain.

im afraid i'd jz b makin ppl's lives miserable.
even if im just being their fren.
or being , in any possible way, in their lives.

i'll jz ruin evryone's lives.
im useless.
im nothin.
im outta here.

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..
n c0min back??..
onli Allah noes.

Unexpected. =(

2007-12-27T22:29:00.002+08:00

They all jz happen suddenly,,

out of e blue,,

unexpectedly.. =(

*shocked*

Recently went back 2 kampong, bt stayed in a hotel as all of our couzins were there too, so there wasnt much space 4 evrione 2 sleep..

Got 2 noe more abt my couz's,, all e adek sedare cuuuttee!!. haha!

evrityme walk past them, i cubit their cheeks. xD

Was havin fever since 1st dae.

2nd dae,, hari raye aidiladha,, evrione happy =)

3rd dae,, shock.

Mak lang called at ard 6am.. Atok's in hospital. O.O

I tot dat it was as usual,, so i wasnt so worried...

Aft breakfast, went straight 2 hosp.

Pak cik, mak lang n nenek was there..

All seemed 2 b fine.

Atok was sittin on e bed, jz tokin as usual.. =)

Went back 2 kampong 2 send nenek hme,,

(gt 2 noe dat nenek didnt sleep since e nite b4)

At 10pm-1am,, Atok was findin it difficult 2 breathe.

At 1am, pak cik brought Atok 2 24hr clinic,,
he gt some painkillers.
Went back 2 kampong at ard 3am?.

Atok still feelin pain,,
Nenek told us wat atok said 2 her, "Abng mcm nk mati..Tkle bernafas.."
decided 2 go hosp. at 4am.

Till we sent nenek n mak lang back home.
Aft asar, visiting hours open at 4pm, e whole family went 2 hosp.
Atok was e same,, bt seemd 2 b more pale. =(

Stayed there till ard 7pm?

Then while e doctor was talkin 2 my parents, mak lang(she's a nurse ini SGH), n summore uh.. (outside e ward)
,,dun remember lei,,
mak ngah tngah berzikir...
den.
atok was lookin at her.
den.
Suddenly atok said, "ALLAH...."

& fainted.

The doctor rushed in n quickly performed CPR..
nenek & all started 2 cry. =(
My heart jz sank..
*Prayed*

Aft abt 30mins,
All seemed 2 b lost, i was controllin my tears.
e doctor asked 4 atok's son's n daughters outside 2 talk..
i couldnt take it anymore dat tyme......
den e doctor said..
"Currently he has no blood pressure. Bt we r trying our best... we would b trying 2 recover him 4 abt an hour."

A Glimpse of Hope.

Aft abt an hour,,
doctor's still tryin..

Pak ngah, Abah, Pak cik, Atif n I decided 2 solat maghrib 1st..
while e rest waited beside atok's ward.
*Prayed*
Tears couldnt b held much longer.

Came back 2 ward...
I felt as though my heart had jz been ripped off my body..
all e equipments 4 CPR were kept..
I couldnt think.

Quickend my steps 2wards atok..
tears startd rolling down...
den,, doctor was trying 2 wake up atok.
"Pak cik, Pakcik!"
His back =)
bt still unconscious.
He had 2 chnge ward agn, 4 e 5th tyme,
bt nw 2 e ICU.

Stayed there till ard 10 plus or so...
den went back 2 hotel 2 sleep.

In e morning, had breakfast..
my father was planning 2 go home 2dae..
as atok's condition was quite stable again,,
bt asked me to go back 2 malacca agn 2 take care of atok.

1st we went back 2 kampong so dat we could bring mak lang 2 e hosp.
nenek n pak cik was oredi there.

my father asked if i wanted 2 follow,
i thought 4 a moment,
all my abg sedare still asleep -_-"
so there was onli my makcik who cud take care of all e adek sedare whom were running abt.
-_-""

i decided 2 stay.
even though i wanted 2 go.....
like for instace, abt my arwah nenek,
i wanted 2 see her 4 e last tyme b4 she passed away..
bt i was taking care of e younger ones agn dat tyme,
it was 3 years back. =(

Unexpectedly,
it happend agn,
same scenario.

While i was takin care of them,
my mum called n said,
Abah's otw 2 bring whoever is stil in e kampong..
Atok sedang saket terok skrg.
Skrg dlm ICU.

Same scenario agn.

I was realli worried dat e worst cud happen..
such as it did wen my arwah nenek passed away.
I was pacing back n forth while waitin 4 my father 2 arrive.
Atif, my younger couzin, said "Mcm risau je kau.."

i jz smiled abit. n nodded.

It was 1.15pm..
Dad jz arrived.
We went off immediately.
Unfortunately... There was a BLOODIE jam jz abt a few kilometres away frm e hosp.

we were stuck in it 4 abt 15 mins..

den.

mak ngah called Atif.
"Atok dh meninggal........."

Inalillah hiwainahira'ji'un..

Sobs cud b heard in e car..

Aft a while,
we reached e hosp. Rushed 2 ICU..
Nenek saw us.. and cried.."Atok dh tkde...."
Tears rolled down uncontrollably..

I kept quiet 4 sum tyme.

Why did it happend agn?!?!
I wasnt able 2 see atok 4 e last tyme.
='(

Then,, went back 2 kampong 2 clean e place..
& so on & so forth.

Til e burial.

Tis saturdae kenduri arwah. =)

*I've changed agn*

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-12-02T21:48:00.001+08:00

Silence.... ='(

wat did i do now?!?!

dang it.

*bangs head on table*

adumak... xD
arGh.

*confused* *lost* *thinkin hard*

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-10-28T11:30:00.001+08:00

1st 2 weeks of Nov..

gonna b bz...
more concerts 2 record n edit..

WHY CANT YA'LL JZ GO WFOUT ME?!?!
STRESS OI!!
If i dun do well on my attachment, it's gdbye 2 my life..
no job oppurtunities.....

Bt i said i'll try rite..
dun pressure me la..
plss

hate my comp n myself

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-10-09T08:54:00.001+08:00

The MendakNEsss realli nvr ends...

hahahaa

bt yesterdae laugh alot uhs..
met Moo below my block.. as usual i'm late..
Sori aites Moo

den at e bakery... Moo told me sumthin..
PAISEYY LA SEYY!!!! ...HAhhaHhAHHAhaa...
Sori Lily, didnt noe u meant sumtin else... dats wat Moo said..
Seriously PAISEYY.... walked n laugh 4 looooOoong tyme..

nyeahahaa

took a cab 2 Lily's place...
Nazar felt like pukin aft gettin out of e cab... hahaha mat kental la kan.. xD
didnt noe she n amerul was oredi waitin 4 us downstairs...
Sori agA!n Lily n Amerul!! =)

den wen we met them.... as standardness... i kept quiet -_-
my shyness nvr ends.. lol
n Sori again Lily cuz i seem mcm sombong ehs!!
1st meetin cnfm gitu.. hahas

drp Moo n Nazar kan...
aru kasi cake abes .. . . . . . ..
Nazar asked ferst "eh nk g white sands kne naek bus ape uh??"
den aft a while Moo asked "dh uh... skrg balek eh?.."

HAHAHahahAHAhAHAHAa
i was jz laughin alone.

they dunno wat 2 sae den e mrepekness came hahas..
still feelin paisey at e moment.. Lolness

n who called Amerul abng?!?!..
hahaah Lily said he's 17 lars...
cnfm paiseyness xD

Last bt Not least...
i would like 2 ucapkn..
HAPPIE 14th BTHDAE LILY!!!!
smoga kamu panjang umur, murah rezeki dan sihat slalu dann laen2 lgi...
hehes

k nw... gt 2 clean e hse balcony again... all on my own -_-"
nvr mind la... since nthg 2 do kans

25 daes to gig!!!... hope cn make it..
**Sape nk dtg ngk kte perform live silakan yers!!**

here's e flyer!! *Look below!!*

... oi nt ur feet la... hahAHHAAhhAHAaa

we're performin under >>> *drum roll*

!!! Last Candle Lit !!!

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-10-08T13:20:00.001+08:00

Kinah nk aku uat nie.... so aku uat uhs... nyahaha

Layer 1: On the outside.
Name: Syam
Birthdate: 18th Jan
Current Status: Online.... Lol... Single lars
Eye colour: Dark Brown?
Hair Colour: Rainbow... Lol

Layer 2: On the inside.
My heritage: umm.. british, portugese, spanish, french n plutonian xD
My fears: Mainly >> Allah SWT
My weaknesses: being myself
My perfect pizza: any pizza ..(lamer tk makan pizza..mmm)

Layer 3: yesterday, today, tomorrow.
My first thought of waking up: "Gr8... another mendak dae! -_-"
My bedtime: anytime
My most missed memories: evri yesterdae i'll miss

Layer 4: My pick.
Pepsi or coke: Pepsi
Macdonalds or Burger King: BK
Single or group dates: dunno leh
Adidas or Nike: both lar...
Tea or Nestea: both oso
Vanilla or Chocolate: dh muak uh duer2.. hahaha
Cappucino or Coffee: both ....again... Lol

Layer 5: Do you?
Smoke: nope
Curse: nt anymore.. (bt yesterdae accidentally said f**k... cz i lost a game i played nyeahaha)
Take a shower: -_- who doesnt?
Have a crush: eh.. sok nk jog?? xD
Go to school: -_-
Believe in yourself: ....most of the timmeee........ nope!
Think youâ€™re a health freak: nope

Layer 6: In the past
Drink alcohol: nt in a gigantatoroun millenium... nyeahahaaa
Gone to the mall: yup
Been on stage: yup
Dyed your hair: yuuu..... n0pe

Layer 7: Have you ever..?
Played a stripping game: hahahahahaha... nope
Change who you were to fit in: dont tink soo

Layer 8: Are you hoping to
Get married: Insya'Allah.

Layer 9: In a partner
Best eye colour: anytin
Best hair colour: anytin
Long or short hair: anytin ..........aku tk cerewet!!... hahahaa

Layer 10: What were you doing?
A minute ago: doin nthg
An hour ago: doin nthg
A Month ago: doin nthg
A Year ago: umm...... nthg?!?!... mendak perr.. Lol

Layer 11: Finish the sentences..
I love: someone, sumtin, evrione, evritin... n Allah swt =)
I hate: myself
I hide: from myself.. Lol
I miss: evritin
I need: evri.... okaes.. currently nt sure.. hmm..

Layer 12: Tag 5 people
YES AR!!!... ble sabo org!!! nyeahahaaa
1. Don!!... de susah nk post so de uat ni... nyahahaa
2. Min!!.... aku nk kacau de... hahahaha
3. Kirin!!!.. hahahahah.... tpi de ade exam so tk uat tkpers =P
4. Lily!!.... recently jmpe... hahas
(kalo korg bz tkpers ehs... tk wajib bende nie.. hAHahHaHa)

i tag onli 4 peeps... sbb tkde org lgi... ahahahaha

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-10-01T08:42:00.001+08:00

nthg 2 do

onli 4 peeps online
lame peeps

hahhaha jk2

later gonna prac n mayb jam..
gonna go buy sumthin..

sUmthin9s still Am!5t

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-09-21T10:06:00.001+08:00

sumTHin's aMi5t

isit sumtin iv'e done?
4gt 2 do?
oR goNna hapP3n?

sumTHin's aMi5t

found out dat my attachment is a video editin company...
...... on marriages.........

dan9 it
n teach said dat it is most likely dat we'll werk throughOut e week.

crap.

must edit video mah.

sigh.

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-09-20T08:05:00.001+08:00

VERYYYYYYYYYY
BOREDDDDDDDDD

seriously

dats y i dun like hols durin ramadhan..

very e borin
*sigh*

Gig on 3rd Nov... dunno if i cn make it...
will try.. insya'Allah..

bt still wud practice wf 'em... even though i cant make it
!! .must hv faith. !!
yeAh

evri year hari raye gets even more borin...
peeps skoolin.
attachment.
*sigh*

..Jz hope it's not as borin as last year..
insya'Allah

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-09-06T21:00:00.001+08:00

WALAUWEYY!!!
Stress la sia!!

*dlm dunia ni sape tk stress la kan*

.. Lol ..

yesterdae... wanted 2 study..

n i did..

lepaks wf usual peeps.
bt ferst played pool..

*yeye dh tau mcmner nk slice*

..hehs..
nw must learn masse!!

den if nt wrong went to NLB..
it was oredi 6pm..
n my curfew is alwaes 7pm!!!
arGH

bt i MUST STUDY!!
so i followed them ther..

bt wen we reached ther it was abt 8.10pm
so we onli studied ard 45mins..

e library closes at 9pm..
bt at least study ar..

then 2dae
didn't noe wat 2 do..

studied in e mornin..
den my primary skool fren ajk maen bowlin..
i dunno hw 2 play la seyy

bt still nthg 2 do so i tagged along..
bt wen reached ther
e place was PACKED!!

then decided 2 play counter-strike..
7 ppl..

gerek la seyy!!
nari aku on-form!!!!!!!!

woOhooo..
then ard 6pm maen bola..
den as usual kaki INJURED LAGI!!!!!

arGh!!..
tkpe uh... takdir kan..

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-08-23T08:37:00.001+08:00

Project Due in 2 Weeks!!!..

arGh!!!

had 2 restart e whole thin' as i messed up n can't undo any sh!t..
ARGH!!!

*sori i gt 2 mind my language*

why?!... WHY?!?!..

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-08-04T18:36:00.001+08:00

Sigh... messed up in recent test...

i studied!!.. bt nt hard enough..
n it's my fault...

*fate*
wat 2 do??...

jz pray 4 e best..

yesterdae decided 2 eat at home rather than eatin fast food..
aft eatin.. wanted 2 lepak wif frens bt malas ar..

in e end lepak jgk..

wanted 2 msg hermi 2 meet us at e arcade bt.. tis was what i sent..
"jmpe kte pt masjid."

bt i didn't realise..

hermi replied back..
"hah?!.. uatpe seyy??.. kk korg pt masjid daerah maner?"

then i replied back.. "ler.. jmpe pt arcade je... nnt ko leh nmpk kte.."

then he called me n asked.. "Oi!!.. Nk Jmpe Ptne?!.. Tdi Ckp jmpe pt Masjid ..aleh2 ckp Jmpe pt Arcade?!"

tsk3... mayb i was too stressed 2 noe wat i sent..

didn't noe wat 2 do xcept 2 go 2 DJ Nico's hse n watch em produce new beats..

on e way 2 Nico's hse, saw a familiar face...

it's................ Kuan Li!!..
back frm Canada 4 skool hols??.. mayb..
..waved n said "Hi.." to each other..

all in all... it was a BORING DAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...

arGh!!!..
nxt wk ..
may watch.. The Simpson's Movie n Rush Hour 3..

*hope 2*
anyOne wanna tag along??.. e more e merrier!..

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-07-27T11:39:00.001+08:00

arGh!!!

stress.. stresss... STRESSSSSSS!!!

arGh!!

Nvr mind... must learn 2 stay kool...

Ceh.. XD

Yesterdae a new comedy show titled -Puteri- debuted on Suria Channel..

korg mesti tngok!!!.. leading actress de chun!!

siriUs!!!

kalo tk percaye korg ngok.. sirius tokin..

ler..

senang ckp, de act dlm movie Gila-Gila Pengantin Remaja..

she's e supportin role..

ah.. korg ingt kn!!... chun kn..

hahaa..

she looks lyk... jade seah plus e actress in After Hours...

fuuyoO...

wa cair ar!!!

k lebih senang korg ngok gambar de... which is below..

btw her name's Nora Danish..

Cast from sitcom -Puteri- : (From left) Nora Danish Hanif, Mohd Aszerul Nizam Abdullah, Kancana Devi and Siti Fazurina Mohd Famir.

and tis is wen she gt married..

as ya'll cn see... she's lookin at me while i was playin the kompang...
Hahaa... *perasaan*

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-07-18T20:49:00.001+08:00

Title : A.S.H.G.H.Y.R.I.O.G.

Ya'll noe wat the title means?
No??...
RealLi??
U suRe??...

me too.. XD

Bad news... Bad news.. BAD NEWS!!!
arGh!!!..

found out dat my attachment is on 13th October...
ya'll noe wat celebration falls on dat dae??..

i'll tell u..

HARI RAYER PUASE!!!!!!

arGh!!!..

Nape asyik2 salah tyming?!?!
ARGH!!!..
ARGH tymes 2!!...

gOne smua duit rayer... *mater duitan*
hahaa.. bedek je...
tk dpt duit rayer tkpe...
(Jgn ingat duit je eh korg!!)

tkle hang nan all the peeps!!..

*sigh*.. nvr mind..
sacrifices are needed in life..

so recently met new n old frens...
gt 2 noe dat my couz n former primary skool klassmate r studyin in e same skool..

..kool..

gt 2 noe more peeps durin chattin'
kool peeps.. yea..
Hope 2 noe them better!!

nw nd 2 finish project in 2 wks!!

..T0M 0ver n 0ut..

2007-06-25T16:15:00.001+08:00

Haish... mendak, mendak, mendak...
Ran out of ideas where 2 go n wat 2 do..

Nape kne mendak??..

Bt although ade kemendakan yg setinggi gunung pn....
kemalasan lebih tinggi.. setinggi AWAN!!!!..

ARGH.. nk klua tpi malas..
Korg kasi idea ar nk uatpe..

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-06-07T22:00:00.001+08:00

CurrenTly

.. S!cK ..
updatin aft i get well ya..

Insya'Allah :)

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-05-25T22:15:00.001+08:00

Yeye.. my blog tk rosak anymore..

K nw cn update properly..

So umm.. well.. umm..
Life's been e same.. Seriously nd 2 find sumthin new 2 do..
Nd 2 b more serious..

Bought e new LinKin PaRk album..
KooooooooLL..

New album more 2 ??slow?? music.. i mean more 2 emo la..
Bt nt so emo..
Or nt there will b elmo..

XD
Kk nd 2 b serious..

I fell sick 2 weeks ago, had high fever and a flu.. (on a mondae i woke up at 1am and didn't sleep til 12 am e nxt dae..) ..dat was e sickest dae i've had ever felt..

Nw left with flu.. bt dat didn't stop me frm playin SOCCER!!!..

YeaH!! ..Improved on my keeper skills, better response n reaction..
It's fun being a keeper especially wen it come 2 savin wonderful shots.. bt it's nt fun wen e ball come's straight 2 my face with a speed of 50km/h.. HAhaa..

Bt seriously it's painful.

Saw Spiderman 3.. my comments...
Despite e AWESOME graphics n animation, e storyline was too action packed?
Bt i dun care. Lol.

K enough of dat so gd nite n til den..
Chowz..

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-05-09T18:16:00.001+08:00

Sori ya'll nvr update 4 LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG
Tyme ya..

Many things happened... DUH.. Kental.. XD
So my abg sedare gt engaged..(correct spelling??), gt 2 noe Taufiq Batisah's
my second kuzin, i failed my napha test. (all cuz of 2.4km) . Standard..

Many more things happened bt as usual i 4gt wat they were..??..

Gt 2 noe more of my klassmates.. played badminton and soccer wif them..
Kool they are..

Penat I am..

Talkin Y I am Lyk tis??..

Ru alek skol ar.. kk chow..
Nk mandi pas2 etc, etc, etc...

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-04-03T07:43:00.001+08:00

Yeah... Gd 2 b back....

So... recently wanted a soccer match wif Kbox bt last minute they backed out.... Kental nye Gap...

So we had nothin 2 do durin e wkends... bt on saturdae aftnoon Khai suddenly called me n asked if i wanted 2 challenge his team so well... we did... I had 2 msg n call my teammates a.s.a.p. and 4 abt an hour i was lyk a businessman... HAhaa... kool.

Then it started rainin at ard 3pm... :(
Bt i prayed that it would stop rainin 4 a while n well it did... Alhamdullilah... Syukran Ya Allah... :) ..dpt maen bola jgk.. Since we were challenging our own teammates, (Khai n sum of his geng r our Nova Teammates), we were short of peeps... n we had no keeper... so, as e El CapitAn i decided i should b e keeper since Andy was great at defendin..

I found out dat i dun totally suck at being a keeper... b4 e match i asked my mates 2 shoot and well i saved all e shots.. kool...

B4 i continue, i would lyk 2 say dat e scoreline was 4-1... kool hah.. n guess who won??...

WE . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . lost.. -_-"

Bt it wasn't our fault... i played as e keeper 4 e first half n i switched wif Andy in e next half... I saved most of e shots includin a point blank save from Hafiz.. However, e slippery pitch didn't go in our favour... e 1st goal .. well.. i would sae dat e 2 goals dat i conceded as a keeper slipped past me... e ball was @#$! slippery dat i would noe dat e scoreline would hv been 1-1 if e ball wasn't....

Scenario of :-
1st goal- we were attackin den e defender cleared e ball... it was headin 2wards me i was oredi standing in front of e post.. however, e ball slipped through my hands (nt butterfingers!!) as i catched it and e ball sumhow bounced and curled into goal.. i was lyk.. "What e @$#!"
I mean it wasn't on target bt e terrain of e pitch made e ball change direction!!!

BLOODDIE HELL!!!!!!!!!

The next 3 goals was bloodie MORON!C too... Argh!! ,, however i must sae Andy IS one of the Best Goalkeeper... Yeah!!.. n nw we hv 4 keepers in our team...

N e Man of e Match goes 2......... *drum roll* ..... Alistar!!!... e Best Defender in the Universe.. he defends lyk John Terry, Fabio Cannavaro n Jamie Carragher in all in one... and he could even help us attack and cross and dribble while we nd sum attackin assistance... Yeah!!

There was one tyme dat we could scored a second goal as we were 3-1 down.. i 4got who passed 2 me as i wasn't wearin my specs, (anytin 1 metre away frm me is a blurred vision), den i got past 2 defenders wif sum dribblin den i passed 2 Nico...

I signalled 2 him 2 pass back 2 me... The 'one-two pass' was perfect.. bt amazingly i ballooned e shot way over 5 storeys high!!

And as alwaes, i injured myself again... Standard!!.. wen there's a match i'll definitely get injured.. *Sigh*..

Alamak.. aku lapar ar...

Kk chow ya'll!!

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-03-24T20:25:00.001+08:00

HoliDae!!.. Tyme of MenDakness..

*Sigh* i've been wantin' 4 e hols 2 come soon bt nw dats it's here,
I actualli wanna go 2 back 2 skool..
At least i could do sumtin' ryte??

Borin' seyy.. Kente bt0l..
Kente is slang 4 Kental.. XD

Laugh ar ya'll..

Ooh ya btw recently, a few weeks ago, i had 2 help out wif my kuzin bro's pernikahan.. Jeng Jeng Jenggg .... i jz helped 2 carry e maskahwin.. or.. sumtin..
Den durin e thingy.. the Tok Kadi (TK for short) made e, once highly-tensed, atmosphere 2 a relaxing atmosphere 4 my kuzin bro.. TK made some jokes along e way..

--Some of e jokes--

TK: "Untk menjadi wali, seseorg itu mestilah seorg lelaki, ahli keluarga, matang, cukup umur..."
... den TK turned 2 my pak cik n e father of the bride n asks..

TK: "...dh cukop umur??..."
__evrione chuckles__

After a while TK holds my kuzin bro's hand and ask him 2 follow wat TK says wif a loud voice so that evrione would hear my kuzin bro..

den... blah, blah, blah.. (i sort of 4got wat they said) :)

Kuzin Bro: "....etc."

TK: "....(short pause)... Wah!! bergegar rumah nie..."
Evirone laughs again...

Then said some prayers... etc, etc, etc..... Malas ar aku nk type smua...

Den went home n e Mendakness started again... till now...

I have a symptom (correct spellin eh??) of Super-Mendakness..
ARGH!!!

*Yawn* ..eh nape ngantok..??

Ch0w ya'll.. Till then.

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

UpDaTe!!

2007-03-04T06:52:00.001+08:00

Hei ya'll...

Dh lamer tk update ya..
Sori2.. bnyk blaja.. (my exam is on 12th March)

*Sigh* sedih tk dpt relax.. :(

Argh tkpe ar.. n btw.. 2 daes ago a funny incident happened.. let me tell ya'll..

It was aft fridae prayers.. we ate then we hv notin 2 do..
All of dat *Standard* la..

Then we decided 2 play taiti under a block till we started playin soccer.. bt it rained heavily at ard 4 plus..

*Halim mulut masin betol* ..HAhaa..

Then tis incident happened..

Aft playin one-touch passin under the block..

Halim: "eh g maner2 ar.."
Nazar: "huh playground??"
Halim: "huh??.."
Nazar: "..tk kau tdi ckp playground??"
Halim: "Huh.. Underground??"

Then evrione laughs..
Don: "..Samer siak ni duer......."

end;

Mepek seyy deorg... duer2 kne g hearin test..

HAhaa.. Kental btol..

Then on saturdae, me, Halim n Nazar decided 2 go joggin at bedok resevoir bt e Mor0n!c Nazar didn't wake up wen i called him in e mornin.. Nie Kental times 2!!..

Bt nvr mind ar...

*Alamak*.. I 4got.. Sh!t.. i gtg get readi 2 send my lil bro's 2 religious klass..

kk chow..

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-02-13T15:34:00.002+08:00

Sigh..... Good 2 b BaCk...
Yeah!!!...

Sori i didn't update on sundae peeps... haha.. my dad confiscated e laptop.. haiyah....

Did many things while i didn't update... yeah.. recently went 2 e jammin studio and tried e drums.... all i cn sae is....... . .. . . . . . .. . . . . KOOOOOL MAN!!!!!.... dats y i'm wearin a sweater... very cold..haha... *lame*

Den last sundae, instead of my mother watchin korean dvd at home(borin), we went 2 my kuzin's wedding...

Btw... wen i was at the weddin many gerls kept lookin at me!!!....haaha... alah mayb they all lookin at my Janguut onli... ahahhaa... my aunt and granddad said dat i look very e hand e some...hahaha..

Ceh..

k la... atualli dats alll folks haha.... busy doin my project ar.. k c ya..

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-01-25T08:53:00.001+08:00

---GonnA ChaN9e My lyFstylle---

Yesterdae's assignment (exam).. was a BIG bloW 4 me...
4 e first tym i W0k3 up!!!... I'm gonna B a diff prson from nW on..

Yesterdae's exam was blo0die HARD... although e paper was quite soFt... haha get it??... nvr mind..

Actualli it shud b easy.. bt i didn't concerntrate while teacher was teachin.. well... actualli... i didn't even listen 2 e teach at all.... while she was teachin i was playin computer games...

*G0n3 CasE*

Bt nw i promise myself dat i'm gonna study hard.... REAllliiiiiii Blo0diee @#$!-ing HARD...

i cnt sae vulgarities!!..
N gonna ask teachers questions if i hv some... Gonna StudY HARD!!!!!...

I'm gonNa force myself 2 do so... *Pray!n HarD*..

3, 2, 1... THE CHANGIN STARTS

!!NOW!!

..T0m over n 0ut..

2007-01-18T08:19:00.001+08:00

YO... YO... YO...

Aksi Mat Yoyo... masih maen yoyo eh??...

Wazzup?!...
Umm.. the sky?..
NO!... currently e ceilin'.. cz i'm at home la...
Ohh... k..

Been very busy since skool started... hmm.. still sick aft e recent visit 2 e doctor...
Coughs and a slight migraine left... bt still can cope.. yaya..

2dae hv online test... hvn't study... *Standard* ... bt sure 2 pass cz chapter 1 of the new IT semester 2 is quite easy..

Btw 4 all who dunno... 2dae is oso my.... .... ... ... ... .... .. .. . . . .

BIRTHDAE!!!... YEYE DH 18 YRS OLD!!!.. YEYE...

K chow 4 nw... blum mandi la.. *busok* ..haha.. jz wake up aft mornin prayers... k bye2..

P.S. Tis saturdae Liverpool VS Chelsea... Playin' at Anfield bt Chelsea still will win...Confirm nye.. Don's fav team won't b a trouble at all.. haha.. sabar ye Don!!..

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-01-15T08:15:00.001+08:00

Yestrdae was a bit fun den any other daes.... fixed a flat tyre on my dad's car....
kool first tym doin dat... it wasn't as hard as wat i thought it wud b... e onli thing is dat we fixed e flat tyre in e rain... bt at least it wasn't hot..

Bt b4 dat i had 2 send my 2 lil bro's 2 religious klass.. at 8:00am so bloody sleepy.. and wen i gt home my mother asked me 2 help my father fix e flat tyre.. so i did so... stil sleepy.. hmm.. bt nvr mind new experience !!

Den in e aftrnoon my family and i went 2 my grand dad and mom's house... long tym nvr meet them... they're still fine and healthy...(dats good)..

Well gt 2 get ready 4 skool... 2daes weather is xtremely good.... xtremely good 2 PLAY SOCCER!!!... yeah first period is p.e.

YEAH KOOL!!!!...

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

2007-01-09T10:32:00.001+08:00

SiCk....sIcK....SICK....sick.....

Yeah i'm sick.....
R u sick??...
No?
K dats good...

Yesterdae went 2 e doctor n guess wat??...
He gave me tons of medicine...
Nie nk kasi org sembuh ke mati siang??

Bt stil took them la...medicine 4 sore throat, fever, runnin nose, back ache, cough...
*Sigh*

kk gtg 2 skol....chow ya'll
*cough* *cough*

P.S. if u're sick or sicker lyk me take ur MEDICINE!!!

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

New Year

2007-01-05T09:36:00.001+08:00

Hei ya'll......

Didn't do quite much durin e hols... STANDARD...

I 'll tell u b4 u readers carry on readin.. it's another borin post..

Durin Hari Raye Haji ...5 daes ago... my family and I weren't able 2 go back 2 kampong 2 celebrate Hari Raye Haji wif my grandparents and kuzins there.....as my mother had 2 work..hmm... so sad... nvr mind la... nxt tym ya!!

So i thought it wud still b fun here in lovely Singapore... bt.... as usual, BORIN....
Aft e Mornin Raye Haji prayers, we went 2 eat at Han River at Eastpoint... instead of Seoul Garden at Tampines Mall, as we ate there b4, so we tried sumtin new...

Can't sae much abt Han River..onli.. BORIN...
Aft eatin we went home and dats all 4 the dae...
There...I told u it was Borin..

Btw I wud lyk 2 thank Nazar for helpin me "renovate" my blog.... Thanks ar..... Thanks 4 NOtihn
hahahahaa
hahaahaha
hahaahahh
Bedek je la...thanks ar kental... I'm still e Counter-Strike Champ!!!..

K gtg ya'll... got to get readi 4 fridae prayers...kk chow..

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

..Slamat Ari Raye Aidiladha..

2006-12-29T21:12:00.001+08:00

Yeah aidiladha is comin in 2 daes ya'll!!!!

Yeah...more food...haha...
Bt among the happiness, i got another injury through soccer.. hmm
so SAD..
haha..

Last tym i injured my right foot and it's still nt fully recovered.. and nw, my left ankle gt hurt.. with a few cuts and a bruise..hmm.. dosen't hurt so much nw bt i cn tell u dat wen the defender rammed..YES RAMMED!! my left ankle, i felt lyk amputatin my left foot as e pain was @#$!ing unbearable...
Lyk somethin i haven't felt b4..

Bt it's nt his fault though.. i pushed e ball forward e second b4 he wanted 2 clear it..

Luckily it isn't a bad injury... or i'll hav 2 retire sooner den i xpected..haha..

Btw, i gt e injury through my team's latest match against east view's npcc soccer team..

I came xactly at the end of the first half... I didn't play 4 e first half as i onli knew there was a match e nxt mornin.. So i rushed 2 the "battlefield"..hah LAME..And wen i came, i was told by my teammates dat we were 5-1 down!!!... "We're losing!!!..."said don.

I was lyk.."..WAT???.."....Gasp!!..."is dat ryt??..."

haha

Bt i confidently said.."Haiyah....we cn win la..".. and they were lyk.."..??.."".. u sure??..

haha come on la guyz...believe me...
And despite my teammate's Blo0DY low self-esteem, we finally won!!!... 10-9... we WON!!!!...kool... and i scored e equalising goal!!!...
kool... bt den a few minutes later e opponent rammed my leg n however,...
The tenth goal was played through Golden Goal.. Don scored!!!!.. and then we went home..haha..

Hmm nw i'm tired... sleepy ar...gtg ya'll...gtg 2 sleep haha...

Bed.... Here i come!!!!!

P.S. Selamat Ari Raye Aidiladha 2 All Celebratin It.. Stay Kool ya'll!!!..

..T0m 0ver n 0ut..

Update......times 2

2006-12-26T15:37:00.001+08:00

Ok
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ya'lll want me 2 update eh??

kk umm...
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UPDATE!!!!!....K i update oredi...haha... want a real update??.... wait till nxt wk cuz i'm busy doin my skol project... k ya'll....
Jgn merajuk tau....lgi2 don..haha...
kental.com.my

kk
chow 4 now...

wow i made a rhyme...

..T0m OVER N OUT..

I'm BAAaacckk!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-20T07:15:00.001+08:00

Hei ya'll.......yeah i'm back from my kampung in malacca....kool man...

I thought dat it wud b borin there bt found out dat my kuzin was stayin there 2....bt on the dae dat my family had 2 go home, my kuzins went 2 Kuala Lumpur there......hmm....

miss them

it was fun there bt lyk s'pore, it rained non stop from dae one we reached there...hmm... bt had fun there.... tokin 2 my kuzin's......well atualli.... we bullied one another...haha....

my big kuzin bro always disturbs ppl...since he was born...lol...

miss them.. .. hmm..
however..... onli brought clothes 4 three daes...hmmm and they're stayin at K.L. 4 three xtra daes aft stayin at kampung....damn

actualli realli missed kampung... hope dat my grand dad and mom are always well there....they seem fine during our stay...hmm.. realli missed the last three daes...hmm...

*snore*....sori....sleepy ar... k gtg.... chow ya'll....til nxt tym....

..T0m Over N 0ut..

Early Bird

2006-12-04T06:39:00.001+08:00

Hmmm....so early in e mornin wake up oredi!!!....gt skol mah!!

Bt woke up earlier den usual....Y??......cuz sumbody msg me at 0423 hrs!!!!!!!... Notin' 2 do ar Monroeville??... or nt i wake up at 5am..... onli half an hour bt nw stilll sleeeepyy!!!!!!.... haiyah...

Btw mon....eh mon plak..... Min..... ur fren Nabila seems familiar ar.... i'll tell u wen we meet up again sumdae... hmm..
ALAMAK!!!....2 dae gt napha test!!!....2.4km run !!!! AARRRRGGGHH!!!.....and pull-up!!!!! Bloody HEll!!!!!!!!....i cn onli do one pull-up!!!... @!#$!...gonna fail ar...

Btw Don, Min and Halim.....if ya'll r readin' tis....sory dat dae we nvr go 2 vivo....4giv me... lyk Don's song "Forgive My Words"...haha... bt i said earlier...umm.. the dae b4 fridae... haiyah thursdae la!!... dat i didn't wanna go.... MALAS ar... sory tau!!.... dat dae wen we play soccer oso lyk no fun sey.... cuz i play lyk SH!T .. k actualli nt lyk SH!T ar........bt worse den
SH!T ....!!!..... dat dae i played lyk i dun even noe wat soccer means.... lol.. i dun even noe hw 2 kick e ball properly... haiyah!!!....

N 2 Don and Naz-T....update leh!!!.... Min, Lily and Hbo update oredi!!!...

K anytin jz tag me... hahahaahahaha... as if i hv tagboard..haha...... chow ya'll.... gtg skol!!!... wish me luck 4 napha test!!.. ok go!!

T0m 0ver n 0ut...

SoRi !!

2006-11-13T10:08:00.001+08:00

Hei!!...long tym nvr update!!....(Hmm seems lyk i said dat once b4??)

HeLL0??....am i tokin 2 myself??..nvr mind ar...long tym since i'd toked 2 myself...lol...

Sori 4 those hu wanted 2 raye at my hse bt i was b-z all week!!..stil skoolin durin weekdaes so onli had tym 2 go out wf famili durin weekEnds..hmm...sori la...jgn merajuk tau!!... haha

SO...recently i bought an MP4..kool man!!...gt cam n vid...whoa!!!..n onli 4 $170...KaChinG!! kool.com.my!!..lol..

Played soccer aft prayers last fridae...den wen came back home my right leg ached!!..damn painful !!...my right ankle's been injured since July!!...(i think)...n dats been ..umm.. 4 months!!!...bloody long 4 my leg 2 recover...stil has a small bruise.

hmm dunno wat 2 sae xcept..
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T0m 0ver n 0ut!!

Err..

2006-10-31T16:41:00.001+08:00

Hmm... long tym n0 update..

At skool nw..
*BORED* !!..teacher nvr come so do anytin we want xcept goin home..
-.-"

B4 i go on, i wud lyk 2 sae SELAMAT ARI RAYE!!..MAAF ZAHIR BATIN 2 ALL!!..Even if ur nt celebratin it...haha..

NOtiNg else 2 sae ar 2dae...notin happened much durin e holidaes...hmm..BORING LYF!!

Tom 0ver n out..

11 Daes 2 Go 4 Puase!!!(Fastin Month)

2006-10-14T21:24:00.001+08:00

Yup...11 daes left!!.....tym flies so fast...hmm..missed e good old daes, *onli e good daes nt e bad ones*, lol.. Jz wanna erase all e bad memories... n relive e good ones... sum of my close frens may think wat i'm doin here at this tym??.. My father must go and pick up Hari Raye things frm joo chiat i think..so didn't go 4 ramadhan prayers.. padahal mmg malas. hua3

Hmm..so here i am..first tym i'm postin at this tym of e nite!.. Tmrw i'm gonna buy new guitar strings bt still hvnt decided yet.. shud i buy electric or acoustic string??..hmm.. 75% i'm gonna buy e acoustic string even though it's xpensive bt it suits my acoustic guitar.

Skool starts nxt mondae..hmm.. and i hv 2 reach there by 8:30am!!!..Bloody HELL... soooo early ah!!.. i wan sleep more!!.. Aaargh!!.. haiz.. k keep on puase'ing!!..gotta catch'em all!!.... Eh... sori2.. i mean gotta strenghten our will power!!..K nite evri 1!!!

Tom 0ver n 0ut...*snore*..haha

BZ Daes

2006-10-13T07:41:00.001+08:00

Hei y'all... Sori nt been updatin 4 a while hah!!... been bz lately... umm.. actualli been bz sleepin..haha... I dunno y bt i've been quite sleepy dese daes... yesterdae wen i woke up, i felt sum unbearable pain on my forehead??..dunno wats wrong...den wen i looked into e mirror, CLOSELY, i saw a scar!!!.. dunno how it gt there bt it's freakin painful!!.. SiGh.. nxt wk, 16 Oct '06 i'll start skool again... bt onli semester 2!!..wat moronic sh!t.............

Secondary n primary skools r endin their second semester soon n i jz started mine??!!... hah nw i feel TirED again.. Sigh..k dats all 4 2dae... nt happenin much ar my lyf!!... still borin as usual.. hmm..

Tom 0ver n 0ut..

MY FIRST POST...after 2 years!!

2006-10-07T09:01:00.001+08:00

HEY!!..evri1... umm... hmm... err...i dunno wat 2 say.. i'm bored,.. ur bored we r all bored..YEY!!..wat e @#!$ am i doin??.. ARGH!!.. First post nothin 2 say..BeNGAP!!..haiyoh.. 4 all of u hu r fastin.. Selamat hari raye!!..eh no no..i mean PUASE!!.. err.. juz wait 4 my nxt post ar..haha..

OK..4 nw Tom 0ver n Out..