the weather's nt makin my life better.
heck . do i deserve a better life?
mayb its e punishment for e mistakes i made.
or im jz cursed.
or even i cursed myself
..sort of..
bt, it may be for e better for others.
as long as for those who i care alot ,,
are happy and safe.
sumthin happened recently..
jz thinkin abt it..
i cant really do anythin.
cant think abt anything else.
makes it tough for me to type it..
cant move my fingers.
its too.. difficult to say
---------------------------------------------------
jz got e result from TP abt e oct intake.
unsuccessful agn T_T
Somehow im shocked.
although it was obvious.
abt NYP?
even when i called e admin ofc,
they sae they're nt sure abt it.
1 mnths time's e intake.
& still nt sure when i can apply for it?
thx for makin it worse.
wanna send an appeal letter to TP
must make it fast
bt ,
all e documents are in a drawer below
where only my dad has e key
._.
hope to send it tmrw without fail.
truthfully ,
i KNOW i'll jz be wasting my time.
bt heck.
who noes?
i could finally get lucky for once.
out.
